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Last May on Mother’s Day I found out I was pregnant. 33, married, and told it would basically be impossible to have babies due to a prolactinoma (tumor secreting too much prolactin.)

I had finally came to terms with it, sort of.

When we found out we were pregnant we found out it was twins.

The pandemic just started, we just moved in with his parents to save for a house, and not stable to have kids.

I was also told I had lupus, and that has high risk all over it. Turns out the pregnancy caused the lupus, because as of February zero traces of lupus.

Well I did a pill abortion on May 21 at 7 & 1/2 weeks. And currently this time last year I was having morning sickness and didn’t know it.

Has anyone’s body remembers how it felt, or start going through some weird anxiety/depression zone around the time they had theirs?

I didn’t want the abortion but my husband and I agreed that given everything going on, it was going to be the wrong time to have a baby, let alone 2. I ended up getting covid later last year and who knows what that would have looked like.