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Peace and love to everyone. I am sharing my experience as I cannot share this to my partner because he doesn't want to end my pregnancy.

I am 29 year old, give birth last November 7, 2021 via cesarean section. My OB says I have sensitive pregnancy. I took care of it but still delivered preterm labor. Glad my son was ok. He is now 1 year and 6 months. Very funny, healthy and naughty.

My last menstruation was February 14, 2023 and I knew after missing my period on March, I knew I was pregnant.

I am not ready emotionally, mentally, physically as I was the only one who take care of my son.

My partner can give all my sons needs but still we are depending on his parents as we are living with his parents.

I heard a lot that it was risky to get pregnant again after cesaream delivery that is why I decided to have medical abortion.

After 1 month delayed, I already spoke with my partner about it and he was so mad but in the end it was my decision.

Today, I finish my medical abortion and I found out I have my twins. I feel devastated.

I cried so much I didn't know they were twins. It was my dream but then again we are not capable enough to raise them.

I cried so much that I choose to abort them — but thinking on the other side, no one would help me to take care of them.

I was cesarian on my first. Thinking that it was very risky, what more if having twins.

We spend 200 thousand pesos on my first delivery and still not recovering from it.

I am sharing this to ease my burden as I know someone here can understand me.