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I had my first abortion at 20 years old. I told myself that if I ever got pregnant again I will not get another abortion.

I found out a week ago that I am pregnant, again. I schedule my abortion.

I’m still with the same partner who treats me with much love and who I love very much, have our own apartment but financially struggling to make ends meet.

I feel so selfish. I’m thinking about myself and how young I am still at 22, how I have so much to accomplish before I can have a child.

I didn’t think I would get pregnant this time around, it’s something that I wasn’t even thinking of. I was on birth control and messed up some days last month and I know that is what caused my pregnancy.

I feel ashamed, depressed, sad. How can u abort a baby again when this time things are better?

I just don’t feel ready, not one bit. This will be my second abortion.

I just pray God blesses me with another pregnancy in the future when I’m ready and able.