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I had three abortions, the latest being in 2018. I feel guilty but I had no choice.

I feel disappointed but resolved, angry, ashamed and guilty.

I did these abortions by myself, alone.

They were painful. I was bleeding a lot. Thank God I have another day to live.

Abortion is illegal here and this affected me and made me feel guilty. But I overcame this. It’s not me only —over a million ladies do this yearly.

Obviously people can't tell you how they feel about you. But inside their minds they think— she is a whore and such.

~ Anita Nyaera