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I had daughter when I was 19.

When I was 21 I got pregnant by a soccer player. I wasn't ready and he wasn’t either. So I had an unsafe abortion.

The following year I dated this amazing guy but got pregnant 3 months in the relationship, so I had an abortion because we needed to know each other. We broke up.

The following year I had a one-night stand and took the morning after pills, but they didn't work so I terminated again.

Last year I had a 4th pregnancy — the guy I was dating was abusive and he told me to terminate it and he even blocked me, so I had an abortion.

This year I am dating this guy, he is nice. It’s just that I have a feeling that we will break up and I don't wanna be a single parent again. He is happy about me being pregnant, but I am not where I wanna be in life, so now I am trying to convince him to let me have an abortion.

All of the other four abortions I didn't have regrets, but with this one I feel sad just by thinking about it.