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I got pregnant at 19 and had my daughter the same month I turned 20. Her dad and I were really toxic. He’s a recovering alcoholic.

Three months after I had my daughter, I found out I was pregnant again. I was terrified, and fought with myself about keeping it.

I got my first abortion at 19 weeks and 6 days — one day before I would’ve had to go to San Francisco to a different clinic.

I’ve had 3 abortions total. Only 1 was the pill abortion.

It was just always crazy to me how fast it happens.

Till this day I still have a hard time forgiving myself, but I know it was for the best.

To anyone out there, just know it will all be okay. Do what you think is right , always.