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My first abortion was when I was 21. I was dating my ex boyfriend of 3 years at the time and we both decided we needed a break to figure out if this is really what we wanted.

I had just turned 21 and I wanted to party and experience life. He moved and I stayed back in my home town.

One night I went out and had intercourse with a guy I was attracted to for a while. Two weeks later I missed my period and found out I was pregnant.

I got a medical abortion due to that fact that it was a mistake. Everyone tells you you can have sex one time and get pregnant, but I didn’t think that would ever happen to me.

My second abortion was today. I’ll be 22 on June 25th. I feel guilty and ashamed. I told my self I don’t make the same mistake twice.

The same guy I had my first abortion with came back into my life and we started messing around unprotected.

I found out the hard way that he doesn’t want the baby and isn’t willing to be apart of the baby’s life.

I grew up with no father and refuse to put my baby through hell knowing me and the father can’t give him or her everything we can offer.

I can’t live with my baby’s father intentionally hoping there’s something wrong with the baby, so I won’t be able to do this!

My mind was made up and I had another medical abortion.

I’m sorry to my two beautiful angels . I’m sorry I couldn't be the mother of two. I tried to protect you and I never got rid of you because I didn’t want you .

Hope I could be forgiven and in the future have my miracle baby.

If anyone is going through this, be strong and keep your head high.