Dec 10 Dec 10 "I just could not cope with the idea and all the thoughts regarding raising 2 children at once." Sharing Truth Two Abortions, Twins, Romania “I can honestly say I lived in hell for 2 months being in the most indecisive state I had ever been in my life on whether or not I would be capable of caring for and loving not one, but 2 children. No one in my family or the father’s family ever had twins, so it scared the hell out of me and I ended up leaving the clinic that day because I felt I wouldn’t be able to live afterwards if I aborted twins. But I still felt miserable about the pregnancy.” Read more.