All in One Abortion

“She checked their heartbeats. I cried. She handed me a photo. At first, I didn’t know what I was going to do. I wanted to take it all in. I sat on crinkly paper without pants, alone, waiting for a stranger OBGYN to walk into the door to help me. I sobbed and sobbed. The next few days were a blur. It was all surreal and happening too fast to even process any of it. But I knew one fact for sure — I was making the right choice.” Read more.

“The thought came up: Abortion doesn't have to be hard. I don't have to suffer. I can make this decision and it may be good. Why should i experience this as sad, bad, cruel, just because others expect me to? I felt really connected, strong and powerful. When finally the appointments in the clinic were arranged, I felt so relieved. It was just a big "Yes" in me. Yes, I don't want to be pregnant and give birth to twins this year .” Read more.

“The world fell silent again. I didn't know whether to cry at that moment, but I was strong and listened to the doctor. All I wanted to hear is that there was some complication. But no, it was all very well. At home with my partner, I cried out that I didn't want to have two more children now. We couldn’t. We couldn't give them anything they deserve.” Read more.