All in Twins

“The thought came up: Abortion doesn't have to be hard. I don't have to suffer. I can make this decision and it may be good. Why should i experience this as sad, bad, cruel, just because others expect me to? I felt really connected, strong and powerful. When finally the appointments in the clinic were arranged, I felt so relieved. It was just a big "Yes" in me. Yes, I don't want to be pregnant and give birth to twins this year .” Read more.

“The world fell silent again. I didn't know whether to cry at that moment, but I was strong and listened to the doctor. All I wanted to hear is that there was some complication. But no, it was all very well. At home with my partner, I cried out that I didn't want to have two more children now. We couldn’t. We couldn't give them anything they deserve.” Read more.

“ I put the pills under my tongue. I was nervous because I've never had an abortion that way. The first 10 minutes I had chills and severe diarrhea. My partner was asleep. I got a fever and spent 30 minutes feeling terrible, almost about to tell him what I did. But I didn't tell him, because this could affect me legally. After five hours, the pain began gradually ascending until I went to the bathroom and saw the blood. I saw two balls. I suppose they were twins. So according to people who’ve never been in these situations, I am triple the killer I suppose.” Read more.